The
evolution of thoughts can be concerted, and the one of ideas can be materialized.
Nevertheless,
this matrix of ever changing aspects and metamorphosing shapes might not
lead us to a serene ending. Never minding the time we all spend on working
hard to procrastinate some real images, in order to make them transparent,
discriminating, and even spiritual… |
I
started with regular art work, a painting. What’s behind it? Where do those
words, coming from decades, lurk? Why doesn’t this cope, that somebody
made me wear (my grandfather), seem to be able to leave me? Do I have to
bear that cross I never chose anyway? This is what’s tormenting me. This
is the murder scene I was forced to witness, and this is my matrix. Isn’t
it ironic that those factors and elements living, and those who tale that
life away, are more or less the same? |
We
ought to know how to keep them alive, within us, by knowing that nobody’s
dead before he’s alive... The question is how? |
My
answer would be postponing their death, or maybe by freezing them .he wrote
me those words then…yes a few seconds before his death, he was still alive,
but I couldn’t even delay the unavoidable for a few more seconds. Let the
souvenir of his death prevent the death of his souvenir…this is what’s
all about. This little object I possess is worth a tremendous value, it
has its right on me, which I’m badly determined to respect. They are being
developed into many images, merging into memories, hanging on quiet desperation
that is fading before a monument breaking every rule. Well it might be
harmful if touched, but blessed if respected. |
It’s
in fact the protector I created for something I couldn’t protect. When
described , it felt complicated, but still, I’m not drawing in despair,
for I’ll clutch at the smallest straw, to be able to materialize an abstract
idea, by covering it, but transparently, for I still need it , I still
want to see it , and then again determined to live it,,, Here’s my task
, and my little work before your eyes. Do admire it for it keeps inside
my scared memories. It’s fragile , because it’s made of glass… and so are
we! |
Truly
yours. Ania |